Summer

Does anyone find that in summer people from your past seem to reappear? Well what i mean by this is that say you and a friend had a fight through out the year or you just started drifting apart, when summer hits it seems like nothing has ever happened and everyone just goes back to being super nice and friendly again. You start seeing these people all the time and its nice! I dont know if that just always happens for me. Also i find summer is a time that EVERYONE breaks up a month or two before.. your usually pretty rare if you still  have the same boyfriend or girlfriend through summer and a new school year. What’s with this?

the end is here

Wow i can’t even believe that high school is over for me in one week. It’s hard to believe ive been in high school for 5 years.  But finally the end is here and its REALLY over! Finally a fresh start and some fresh faces . My time is 100% done for high school  now its on to the next!

Torontoo

So i have been spending alot of time in toronto, pretty much every weekend and i LOVE it. I always used to be timid going and walking around the streets, even with my family. But i realized toronto is no different then any where else. It’s not very far and it’s such an exciting place to be (unlike here). There’s ALWAYS something to do, even if you dont have any money to spend,just going down town and walking around is fun. I am getting more excited everyday about moving there in september. Now, the only thing is learning how to use the subways and TTC :S.

Montreal

So this long beautiful easter weekend i will be spending in montreal! I’m SUPER excited becasue well, i can acctually go to the bar there! I’m also really excited because every year there is a huge party hosted in montreal called white party week, so from thursday to monday it’s a non stop party, but you have to dress in white all of the days or nights. But this year David Guetta is playing, if anyone doesn’t know him he’s a really big dj right now. I’m sure most people have heard the song sexy bitch or memories.

SCHHHHOOOOL

I’ve written about school a couple times already, but that’s all that’s ever on  my mind lately. I acctually can’t go home and talk to my mom for two seconds with out her talking about school, and my mom talks ALOT so it’s really an ear full of stuff i already know and her repeating it 24\7. But anyways, next year i am going to Humber college and i’m really excited. I went for a tour last week on the march break and at first, i really didn’t know if i liked what i was seeing. Everying didn’t really seem so good at first, but then i got a tour and i liked it alot more. But then i found out, that for residence if your a first year you have to live in a single room unless your lucky and you get onto a waiting list on the suites. But i honestly wanted to die when i saw the single rooms, i’m going to school for fashion so the closet that i could MAYBE fit three sweaters in really isn’t going to work for me. People say oh it’s no big deal its just a place to crash and study. But no way, i’m going to be moving there for good! I don’t want some small room that i can’t even breathe in, thats just really not going to work. Then i found out the location really isn’t as cracked up as what i thought it would be. Its in the middle of no where pretty much. There’s so many things that are good and bad, i know things will soon fall together because everything has a way of working out but for now, i feel so stressed trying to fit my new life together.

Sleeping Sickness

Does anyone feel like this weather is really draining them? Every week lately there seems to be something different going on with the weather, and like alot of people my bodys really senstive to weather change.  Lately i have zero energy and dont want to do anything ever, i could lay in bed all day and not care. Now that its getting a bit cooler this week i have a cold of course, but i acctually can’t handel it anymore! Mother nature needs to make up her mind pick ONE season, so maybe ill be able to wake up someday.

Excited

As the time moves faster and faster i am becoming more aware that i’m acctually leaving this little town of baden and moving into the big city of toronto. As hard as it will be leaving all my friends, i realized i really have to do whats best for me. I know that by moving to toronto ill acctually have a chance to get into something good for fashion.. because out here really isn’t cutting it. But i feel so stressed out from this because everyone pushing me to stay here but they have there program here and i don’t. It sucks for part, but it’s not like ill never be home. It’s definatly going to be a new scary and fun adventure and i can’t wait to try something new!